fallforyou

2009-09-27T01:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPI 3rd MONTH *
I LOVE YOU *
KOH YI LING *

KFC

2009-09-06T21:25:00.003+08:00

same thing happen today again ,
Baby came to my house early in the morning, and watch our drama again till 7pm went down to Kallang Mac / Kfc with Baby and her frens.
and after Kfc we went back home .

duno wad to post for today leh , lOl :/
all i know is - i wanna get a BIKE ASAP! haha.

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

kinda emo :x

2009-09-05T22:29:00.006+08:00

hmmm, let me start with some Emo stuff .
it has been so many month le , and i stil think about it .
everything is like my fault , hais, jus over 1 night and everything changed in my life , no more slacking , no more brothers, no more ppl to talk cock with already .
nvm bah , i know it's my fault anyway, and from young i know already , they wont be with me always. even when i get married , they wont be there for me to lend me money / wash my pant / cook for me and wait till i after work or even help me get babies. lOl.
6month le, i have been living with another life liao ,i feel that i now more and more Hum Ji le =.= even when i know they at downstair slack , i don even wan / dare to walk from there.
aiya forget it bah , ppl wan say i Hum Ji just say nor, i just don wanna have anymore problems.

well, why i will say this? becus jus now after come back from dinner with Baby and her fren . i forget to bring my keys , and i have to wait at staircase . so i walk over to the place where my good brother : Zhi Xiang , jump down from that place.
hais , stop this le bah , i don wanna think about it anymore.
jus treat it as i never knew them in my LIFE before~

Baby came to my house early in the morning. i also duno wad time , but when i wake up ard 1pm plus i already saw her sitting down infront of my comp liao , playing computer . LOl . she damn silly right? can wake me up she don want . i know if i ask her , she sure say , wanna let me slp awhile longer more de mah , Right Baby? haha!
went down to buy our food alone, she say she wanna eat western food , hmmm , she always eat Chicken Cutlet , buay sian de :x duno wad nice about that too . hee.
watch drama thru out the whole afternoon again , till 6.45pm , we leave our house and go down to meet her friend, den we bus-ed down to Kallang Leisure Park for dinner . damn Pasta Manic . fucking not nice :/ and so expensive man , 1plate $8.50 , but nvm lah , jus wanna make Baby happy nor.
if not everyday at my house she also sian de.
after that her fren Simon send us to Baby house , and i bus-ed back home . while sms-ing she told me , we are more closer now.
ya ,she is right . i already given her my whole heart le , and i duno wad else i can giv her liao .
after the last quarrels of honging / lying . i didnt lie to her anymore and stop hong-ing le. i know just few week and she couldnt be able to see any improvement, but i just want to tell her one last time : i LOVE YOU BABY~

hmmmm, hope we reali can last vlong. everything has changed after i met you , thanks alot . mwarks.

gonna Dota and sleep soon le .

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

my birthday ~

2009-09-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

yooooooooooooooooooooo ~
today is my BIG DAY! haha, reali thanks alot to Baby , thanks for ur cake and present , hee . i wont forget it de , i LOVE you alot~
damn tired today , wake up at 9am plus , actually wanted to bring my grandmother for her eye check up at hospital , but today my birthday leh , where can go such places, i dont wanna to hang myself every years in hospital de . LOL! so my poor beloved mum have to wake up early to bring her there , and i send my grandmum to take cab .
after that , went back home for drama / show .
around 3pm , my mum and i head down to Sim Lim Square to get PC-Hub wire for my internet !
when i come back , i tot Baby wanted just after class at 4.10pm , and i walk over to bus stop to wait for her , end up my mum calling me and say there she already at my house liao . i was like .... WTF?
i carry things and walk to bus stop and she told me she at my house liao -.-
anyway she say that is a surprise , haha . thanks alot Baby~
after cutting cake , we watch drama and have dinner.
after everything , i send her down to take cab at 10.10pm.
gonna Dota and sleep early le , tired day, THANKS ALOT BABY!~

Idiot Baby , i Love you alot!
thanks for giving me such a surprise .
haha~

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

1more day to MY BIRTHDAY!

2009-09-03T20:38:00.003+08:00

nothing much today , as usual .
after wake up , went down to fetch Baby , but today , after i fetch her , bring her to my house downstair and burn incense paper. for the 7th month de .
went back and watch drama, and have our dinner .
wonder if Baby is pregnant anot sia . 6pm plus , i cook maggie mee for her le , and 7 plus she eat noodle again -.-"
DIE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
:/

1more day to my birthday , let's count down . 2hour 15min more , waahaha!

Happy Birthday to Mr Hanshino!
wish him all THE BEST!
stay HANDSOME always, LOL!

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

shag!

2009-09-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

shag shag shag ! kan shag man today !
just know i buy 4D . and i bought 0409 / 1803 I-Bet, and guess wad? they open 1st prize - 9041 / 2nd prize 9003 and 3rd prize 8030 !
damn heart pain sia ! IF NOT I KENA ALL FIRST TO THIRD PRIZE! shag right? LOL! nvm try again on saturday !

wake up at 1pm plus today , duno why today suddenly sleep for so long , maybe due to last night i didnt sleep well bah . and as usual , Baby come up my house and pei me watch drama till 7pm plus, and have our dinner den i send her back home .
going finish my other drama first , haha !

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

...

2009-09-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

woke up 7am plus today again ,
when i wake up , Baby already reach my house le , as she promised to go Bedok HQ with me . Lol. after report, we went to inter and have our breakfast , after ate . went to take bus , when i sitting on the pole , and i hug Baby , got 1 fking hell old malay man , spit saliva on the floor and say alot cocks things , say wad wan sio kan go hotel lah , don hug here and there . and i screw the old man off . lol, wanted to giv him my bun de , but see him so poor thing , onli left with a single teeth , i don wan make him bo gei lah , LOL! anyway , he is fking old liao .
reach home ard 12, was watching drama again , till 6 - 7pm , and i fall asleep , and when i was half awake , i shouted at Baby :/ sorry! lol , when i awake i apologies to her le , so nothing happen liao , jus eat finish and send Baby to take cab from my house downstair .
when she reach home , she sms-ed me saying her father kpkb , and she wanna move out , hais, everything my fault , cause i ask her to stay for dinner de :x SORRY!

going drama and sleep soon le , damn tired !

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

i wil never walk alone right?

2009-08-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

yo, wake up at 7am again , i guess now i reali get back to normal life le , haha , sleep before 12midnite , and wake up early in the morning liao . hee , all thanks to Baby for giving me another chance , and make me know wad LIFE is about :D
after i wake up , watching drama again , till 3pm plus , went to bathe and get down to Roxy Square aka ParkWay to find Baby .
and we went to Vivo City for our movie - G.I.Joe with some of her classmate.
fking odd lor , they all so guai kia zhong de guai kia, and i am like ...... duno how to say le -.- LOL!
sorry Baby , whole day didnt reali talk much , cause of my stomach not feeling v.well, but at least i still can tahan till going home time den i tell u , haha. cause u should know , i love you mah , that why i don wanna tell u and make u feel like . u are forcing me to go watch movie with u and ur classmate , and i know if i tell u earlier on , u sure wont be smiling much often for today le , right? haha , just now when i coming back time , i overheard ur conservation with ur fren.
hmm , don think so much okay? u didnt do anything wrong , all is i XIN KAN QIN YUAN de , and so , u better stop thinking like u are the one making me didnt accompany my frens , ok? as i have said : i don even give a damn to them for wad they ALL did to me in the past le, kk? all i want now is YOU! and u also scarifies alot for me for the past 2month le , and now it's time for me to repay all ur kindness :) i jus simple LOVE XU YI LING~
kk lah , jus finish doing ur FaceBook things , and i gonna sleep soon le.
and rmb wad i said in the bus when we coming back home?

i ask you, you noe Johnie Walker stand for? :x and it's stand for :

YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!

so i also don wish to walk alone , haha~

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

happy!

2009-08-30T21:10:00.004+08:00

today Baby skip tuition and come to my house at the morning 11pm plus , due to heavy rain . haha, maybe i should say she is LAZY lah! :/
back to topic , woke up at 7am this morning, and after Baby reach my house , we went down to buy our breakfast and so do i buy for my SanYi and Grandma. was watching Tang Xin Feng Bao the whole day . and around 2pm ,
i GE BAH LAN . go shave my side hair and got hole , haha, so i quickly went down to cut my hair . after that we went to watch The Proposal at Kallang Leisure Park , and i bet my Baby sure will be thinking in the heart when will i PROPOSE to her , right? :x all i can say is WAIT! Lol
and now 9pm le, my Dad send Baby home, cause he got his lousy sport car mah , hee .
gonna sleep soon , and i realize i didnt DOTA much le.
so tml Baby got to go school , and i sure wake up early de . and i gonna chiong DOTA! and wait for Baby to reach my house and continue to watch our show.

Baby , iLOVEyou alot!
yi bei tiong xim dao dee~

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

:x

2009-08-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

hmmm , sian man ! today cant even get to giv Baby surprise and cant bring her to movie. as she reach my house in the morning around 11am . den we watch show together , after awhile around 2pm plus , i send her to bus stop , as i already damn tired le , cant pei her go Bishan for her tuition .cause i didnt sleep for the whole night ytd . and until now i heven even sleep , hahas ! jus now around 5pm plus , she suddenly come up and find me as i was asleep when watching my drama, and she woke me up at 6pm plus . i straight away go bathe when i was awake . and we set off from my house at 7pm. but when we reach bus stop , the bus took v.long to come . so she say , we watch The Proposal again tml bah. so tml we will be watching movie le , hee . tired man! just come back after sending Baby home not long ago . den i watch 1 esp of my drama, i gonna catch finish the show of - Tang Xin Feng Bao . haha~
and now i going off to bed le. will be awaking back to my normal timing liao . hee ! next friday will be my BIRTHDAY* wooooooo !

Baby : wo ai ni!
Nothing gonna change,
my love for you!

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

:)

2009-08-29T04:14:00.005+08:00

hmmm , i should say , there is reali a miracle in this life !
just now i called YiLing at 1am plus, and we were talking for 3hour.
and end up we reali patched back le , haha! damn happi and shiok feeling man! don have to drink beer alone le . hee :/ BABY ! WO AI NI LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :/
hahas~ i promised you alot things . let me name it out and show everyone bah :x this type of things don have to feel paiseh de right? haha!

1ST - NEVER HONG AGAIN!
2ND - NEVER LIE AGAIN!
3RD - MUST SLEEP EARLY!
4TH - NEVER ATTITUDE!
5TH - LOVE HER MORE!
6TH - TREAT HER BETTER!
7TH - MUST JIAN FEI!
8TH - I DUNO WAD LIAO :/

no matter wad i stil must say , i love XU YI LING ALOT ! and never hurt her again :) going off to bed liao , tml MOVIE ! wahaha! she scary cat lah , don dare watch ghost show :/ so tml i going Proposal wit her liao . haha , gonna watch *The Proposal* :D

if i were your Tears,
i would be born in your Eye and Die in your lips.
but if you were my Tears,
i would never ever cry from the Fear of Losing you!

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

back to EMO !

2009-08-28T17:33:00.003+08:00

just wake up , head damn pain , only able to sleep at morning 8-9am . after my 500ML carlsberg.
hais , everything seem to be vanish from my world.
after i wake up , i found out my house is damn quiet.
next friday is my birthday , yet everything is gone .

it's okay , she also changed her everything le. referring to her facebook / friendster / msn and blog password. which mean she already standby to break off with me liao , she do things is always faster den i thought , all i wish is she could find herself another boyfriend that is much more better den me bah . a guy that who will be touched when a girl everyday after school will go up the guy house and stay for dinner .

♥ 小宇 - 终于说出口
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我一心想离开我

YiLing : take good care of urself bah , sorry that i have wasted 2month of ur time and ur bus fare , i am reali sorry . and make u get E for ur chinese exam. so i bet now you can hao hao study for ur A's level le bah , hope u can pass with flying colour nor . althru we are over . but deep in my heart , i still think about you alot , i still missing you damn badly like how i miss you in the past. you msg me today when i am sleeping, saying u miss me alot , you are damn hurt . when i wake up and see those msg , my heart hurt even more . but i guess , we choose to break off is not about Fifi things or about lies. it's better for us to break up is becus , i have a damn fking hell bad temper . i don wan to end up like how i treat liza in the past will be like how i will be treating you in the future . i reali don wan to carry on hurting you le , i know i have already hurt u damn deep .
you rmb that day when i going to Bedok HQ ? when we are on bus . i sms-ed you telling you : girl , don silly , everything wont be going on our way . if it will , we are god already . right? but i guess now , i reali wondering WHY . WHY does things wont be going on MY WAY? hais , fking shag like hell , i reali duno wad to do now .
and you are totally right , i duno how to think about a girl's feeling, everytime when we quarrel , i will use alot hurting word on you , i know there is reputation in this world , hais, i reali duno know else i could say le , my million of words couldnt be able to break you back and be mine again le bah .

han here : wishing you all the best!
hope you could get urself another better guy den me.
good luck in ur A's level !
never give you whole heart to a guy untill ,
you found out he is truly in love with you.
cause broken hearts wil never have,
SPARE PART !

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-08-27T21:46:00.012+08:00

just watch finish 9pm show .
the wad Abalone de . haha ~ has been chasing the show for all Esp le.
damn nice loh , and after ytd quarrel . i gonna say : we are BACK TOGETHER AGAIN ~ ya . she is right . she say : always believed that when two people enter a relationship , they should try to make it work till th very end .
so by than , after ytd a 500ML bottle of carlsberg .

Dont gain the world and lord your soul,
Wisdom is better than silver or gold.

she called me again at 12mid night. and we sort things out . haha! and i even promised her of some thing which i have been doing wrong in the past :/ i gonna mend all my mistake liao . as i am going to be REAL 18 on NEXT FRIDAY ! wahahah ~ song bo? birthday coming liao sio ! wonder how will be planned . k lah , should stop posting le , going dota and talk on phone liao ! counting down for my BIRTHDAY ! 8 more DAY to go !

Edited Post : hmm, times was 12midnite plus .
jus now YiLing and me quarrel again while i was dota-ing , cause Fifi sms-ed me again , asking me when will YiLing remove her number from her blog . and i say maybe tml as YiLing forget to remove it today when she is at my house . so at first i thought when tml she reached my house she could remove it. and we wont have anymore quarrel over such stuff ! no more Fifi no more everything ! but no one can expected wad is going to happen in our life the very next minute or seconds.
so here comes quarrel again . Saying : she asked me , when is the actual date i know Fifi . and i reply 6month plus ago . and she told me i was lying to her again , as that day i told her i just knew Fifi last week . but i was fucking hell remember damn clearly, last week YiLing was asking me when i START to hong, so i say LAST WEEK , and i didnt even know i DID say i knew FIFI since last week .
and now we are having a cold battle. damn shag.
ytd i thought after that quarrel , we wont be bringing the past things up again , but yet now? we quarrel over and over again ! i reali know wad SHE reali want , maybe she is RIGHT ! i dont understand her at all ! but i already promised her ytd saying i wont repeat my mistake le . hais. sua lah .
go back drinking liao ! continue with my left over 500ML carlsberg !

when Love is unknown for you,
you know wad is Happiness.
when you know Love ,
you know wad is Pain.
when you know Pain,
you know wad is Life.
when you Lose your Love,
you know wad is LIFE!

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

many thing has happened !

2009-08-26T19:26:00.006+08:00

Back to post *

Many many things has been happening after my last post for my blog.

And now i wanna spill out something about ME*

hais, i also duno where to start about it . hmm, Yi Ling has been with me for 2month ! 2MONTH ! jus nice for TODAY ~ 26o8o9 .
and i guess our relationship has come to an end for today le bah.
she came to my house today and ytd we have a small argument about another girl * FIFI * this girl here FIFI smsed me few day ago and say wad , wanna come my house or wadeva shit , and YiLing saw the message when i am sleeping. so she took my handphone to reply her .
and when i woke up , we have a BIG quarreling about this .
after that YiLing went to her blog and spam FIFI number on her post . and i bet someone saw YiLing blog . so that guy smsed FIFI , and ytd nite before we have small conflict . FIFI told me that : ask me go and see YiLing blog for wad YiLing did in her blog . and FIFI also said that , she would rather go report police if YiLing not going to remove her number thru her blog .
i reali duno wad to do last nite , i was caught the middle of NOWHERE ! no one understand how i feel. i am reali sad and i reali duno wad should i reali do . should we break off or we try to make this relationship more stable? but i have already been trying to make this relationship more stable le. but i guess now i have failed bah .
hais !

 when you truly love someone :
you don look for Fault,
you don look for Answer,
you don look for Mistakes,
INSTEAD.
you Fight for the Mistakes,
you Accept the Fault,
you Overlook the Excuse.


after 7th month started , i have been dreaming alot alot of things .
has been 3 night le , i keep on dreaming something related to Zhi Xiang death things. hais , i reali duno wad to do . YiLing was totally right . i jus cant put his death down and forget about it . i have been blaming myself . for his death . i was the last person who sniff glue with him, and after i see him down to lift i head back home . how would i know he will come back upstair and jump from my house outside . hais ! and this things has made me realize wad is BROTHER ! after his death , i have LOST more den 20BROTHERS . and someone i used to LOVE ALOT !

i knew no one expected this to happen too . but , haiya~
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. i reali give up about my life le .
now YiLing also go le. parent keep nag like fuck .
but i am a guy who wont speak out my mind de wad. yet they keep forcing me , i reali wanna ask them : do you all wish i would be like Zhi Xiang?

while i was writing about this blog after YiLing left from my place . my tears has been flowing . and i am listening to this song - ♥ 张宇 - 曲终人散 , it say :
你让他用戒指把你套上的时候
我察觉到你脸上复杂的笑容
那原本该是我
付予你的承诺
现在我只能隐身热闹中
我跟着所有人向你祝贺的时候
只有你知道我多喝了几杯酒
我不能再看你
多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地里你又回头
我终于知道曲终人散的寂寞
只有伤心人才有
你最后一身红残留在我眼中
我没有再依恋的借口
原来这就是曲终人散的寂寞
我还想等你什么
你紧紧拉住我衣袖
又放开让我走
这一次跟我彻底分手


Sorry :
i cant give you the TRUST you Want.
i cant give you the CARE you Need.
i cant give you LOVE you has been Waiting for.

gonna stop blogging le , post again other day bah !
takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-07-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yi Linq here . removinq taqboards . wanna find nicer ones . here's th last few taqs :

21.07 18:58
chok : hmm.. i collected my transaction slip liao.. from march to july .. u give me a email i send the scan to u.. she got return`:< like real..
17:00
chok : and.. police dun settle debts de leh.. dun noob.. so now mr xu dun wan pay le la.. i can proof 100% ur gf nvr pay leh.
17:03
chok : u not like tt time say 1 la.. u hanshino settle? if u are. give me a date. tt ll be all..
20:07
LING♥ ; : whatever you want to say , kay la kay la . i never pay kay ? so poor thinq . he thouqht i pay le ma . so i never lor , but no money ley . too bad . what can you do ?
20:08
LING♥ ; : poor lil' boy . aw shucks . in need of money cos no love riqht ? dont sad kay ? can qo spca . alot of your friends there to qive you warmth .
LING♥ ; : &lim bu owe you money . so dont come here bark ask my Bf pay . wronq person , dumb . qotta check your eyesiqht . &btw , your enq really sucks .
20:11
LING♥ ; : &i kno your link . iwanmorefood.bs . so dont say lim bu cant spam hor . want more food ? no wonder so fat .
LING♥ ; : &with so low morals , knowinq that time i qot Bf keep askinq me qo meet you while he in camp . too uqly nobody want riqht ? qo jump lor . pathetic fatty .
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baby♥ , i'm missinq you already .

2009-07-15T04:29:00.002+08:00

thanks my dearest ,
today wake up so early just to accompany me go report at Bedok HQ .
after that , we came back Kallang .
and bought our breakfast - thanks Baby, thanks for treating me eat and buy me cig :x
around 12.30pm , i send Baby go Park Way for studies .
as today she got afternoon class.
den i come back home , watch my show . and around 3.40pm
i went back Park Way just to fetch her after class - good hor? haha ! :x
we went down to buy dinner as Baby don wan my mother to cook .
she know cooking everyday is v.tiring .
7pm , i take a nap . then i ask Baby to wake me up at 8pm to send her home.
but she didnt, she onli kiss me . den i suddenly wake up .
i was like Cinderella sia . hee =/
i DID ask her to wait for me , but she didnt ...
so she went back home herself - sorry Baby , nan wei ni le .
at 8.30pm my aunty ask me to go clean house with her .
clean till now nor . 4am .
wahhh , so tired man !
now all my finger nail v.pain maybe just now soak in water too much .
just come back from there . gonna sleep le. super tired !

Baby : hmm , thanks alot Baby .
reali thanks for being my side every single day .
i believe this will make our love even stronger .
sorry that just now my hp low batt is because at there while cleaning ,
the place was too quiet . so i on some music .
that why low batt .
i love you alot !
should stop here le , was reali too tired le .

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

2009-07-12T23:34:00.003+08:00

cant get to sleep , so i come back write blog .
today Baby early in the morning :/ 12noon to 1pm she reach my house le .
when she reached i still sleeping .
still blur blur de . so i ask her on comp herself .
while she trying to log in her FB / Friendster / Email .
she found out that her everything has been deleted or change of password .
she suspect that is her ex boyfren - Han Long who do it .
well ,
Han Long , if you are a MAN , why do such stuff to her?
she is no longer yours . why still wanna choose ur life to be hard?
come face me face to face if you dare bah . heard that u are from * PKL *
don xia suay PKL leh .
you got so WA DANG meh? keep telling people around that .
last time girls / xiao meimei get near to you , is because u v.WA DANG? - LOL ?
i could only say - All The Best To You :)

back to main .
today Baby v.good eater nor .
4pm plus, we went down to market and eat with my mum .
6pm plus , my dad bring us down to eat again . Lols :/
after eat , we play MonoPoly with my mum and sister .
hahas , my sister is damn NOOB . cause she got the lesser house :s
aftermath , my dad send Baby home at around 9pm .
as Baby tml still got to go school .
haiis , den Baby sms me saying that she forget to take her Ipod .
i quickly change and went down , den she say don need .
i just wanna do something for her mahs . at least can let her feel touched =/
end up , i come back and talk on phone with her .
after hang , i call her again as i couldnt get to sleep .
but her number was busy . i v.scare nor .
scare 1 day she left me ...
now going to sleep le.

Baby - not i don trust you at all .
just that i love you too much , as that will cost me scare to lose you too .
you are my everything now .
i just hope we could stay happy every single day :)
i just simply love you ~!

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

2009-07-11T20:10:00.002+08:00

wah , today wake up 12noon sia .
first time i wake up when there is stil BRIGHT sun :/
pei Baby go down Kallang MRT take thing from her ex bf .
went back home straight . was slacking till now .
and now i going have dinner le .
Baby , i love you !
hmmm , ytd nite , around 4pm .
i went down to Baby house there de bus stop .
and wait for her to go home take things after her classes.
den i pack food and we went back to my house and slack .
around 7pm i pei Baby go down Bishan , for her tuition class .
reach there about 8pm le . so i wait for her outside her tuition class for ahour plus .
was kinda of bored at there waiting . but wei le Baby :D i don mind . haha !
hmm , aftermath , we bus down to Lavender and have our dinner with my parent , sister and grandmother @ FishHead SteamBoat .
den send Baby home by my dad cars . damn squeezy nor .
haha .

Baby : i LOVE you ~

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

2009-07-08T20:44:00.004+08:00

ytd had a big quarrel with Baby.
almost break up le sia .
lucky my mum settle for us . haha ~
now ok le lahs , and i just come back from sending her down take bus .
as i duno why , v.sick nor .
this few days totally got no mood to go out at all .
sorry Baby , hope u could understand .
just now around 5.30pm ,
we watch "Watch Men " online .
watched til half way i fall asleep . haha !
poor Baby watch alone =/
duno why , now adays dun feel like blogging le . kinda of bored :x
but i will stil try to update if i can :)
going talk on phone and sleep early le . sayo !

Snap Shot Of Baby :/

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

wo men yao yong gan de zhou xiao qu !

2009-07-06T14:26:00.003+08:00

nothing much to post this few day.
as i didnt go out much .
this 2 - 3 days , Baby come my house find me .
den everynite i send her back =/
ytd raining sia . i still intend to send her home .
Baby feel touched?
haha . now i reali sick liao nor :x
not feeling well le . .
hmm . just now morning . Baby , early morning 7.30am come my house find me .
and watch me sleep while she playing her FB .
she left at 12.30 noon , as she got afternoon class .
den i went back to sleep again . sry Baby , i didnt send u off . cause i was reali tired !
later4pm she coming find me again .
den watch Dong Fang Zi Zhu together . hahas . today last esp le .
Baby , i miss you alot . i now v.cold sia . keep shivering .
i wan hughug lah !
sian . tml stil got to go Bedok HQ report again -.-
time flies so fast . . . .
going off soon le . sick le sia . so tired .
takecare ~

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

wo shi ai ni de !

2009-07-03T20:18:00.002+08:00

nothing much to post about today .
wake up at 1pm plus,
have a match of Dota . den just now have a small quarrling with my sister . zz .
3.30pm , i walk down to take bus to Park Way and find Baby .
while the bus travel-ing , i keep find that something was lack-ing / miss-ing ,
when about to reach Park Way , den i found out that i didnt wear my ring :x
meet Baby at Sweet Talk , and have out Bubble Tea , and bus-ed back home .
was slacking at my house whole evening , till now .
just come up from sending Baby take cab :x
so bored nor , after she went home . i got nothing to do at all .
miss her like hell sia :(
post again tml le bahs . as today wont have anything happening liao .
9pm going watch show . 10pm going Dota / talk on phone with Baby.
and tonite will be sleeping early bah, as tml stil got to go Bugis .

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

wo zhi dao ni ai de shi wo :)

2009-07-02T20:55:00.005+08:00

wake up at 2pm plus today,
and have a match of Dota . den i found out that 3pm + le
so i rush down to Park Way find Baby. by cab .
hmm , sorry Baby , i was late 7min =/
don blame me please ! i rush down by cab le . hahas .
after that we walk to Mac and she bought Ice Cream Cone -.-
den we cabbed down to Marina Square , plan to watch Ice Age 3 at there de .
when we got there , Baby say she v.cold and don wanna watch .
hahas , she think my father print money de sia :x
so , end up we train-ed down to Bugis and find my god sister - Xiao Bee .
slack down there awhile , and walk to Bugis Street .
i see her wan go in le , so i bought her a bag . but i only pay 10$ lahs . good liao hor !
from Bugis we bus-ed back to Baby house .
as she got to go home early .
hais ! today see her for 3 hour only : (
kinda of * Bu She De * when she leaving me ...
den i bus-ed back home straight away .
and now my parent wanna bring me and my grand ma go eat at Levander le .
something like steamboat de . haha .
too bad , Baby cannot go out le . if not i sure drag her along with me de !
like how * DRAG ME TO HELL * is shown :x
Baby say : nvm lahs, tml also can meet mah .
but Baby : do you know ? how much i am missing u now ! ?
k le lah, going off liao . edit post later bah !

Baby : do you know? i freakly hell MISS and LOVE you alot !
wish to hug you tight every single nite :(
but i believe 1 day will come de . as u now got exam mahs .
i understand lahs :)
sat watch ICE AGE 3 le hor ~ don dua ar . hahs ~
k lahs, i go off first . my parent kpkb le .
Baby : i simply LOVE YOU TO THE MAX OF MAXIMUM !
don ever leave me ahhs ~ hee .
wo ai ni ~

Edited Post : back from eating Fish Head SteamBoat at levander le :)
v.nice lor . too bad Baby don have the chance to eat . hahs !
but i promised her , next time will bring and my family to eat de !
just now when i get in to my Dad car , he keep kpkb non stop sia .
v.irritating lor .
say wad : don like me wear cap . say i going back my last time pattern liao . -.-
my mum say , wear cap like MALAY ~ my day say : no loh , is like drug-er , wth ~
my face look like 1 of it meh ...
hais , sibei kp sia he .
but after my dinner , Baby send me a long msg . first time sia !
and this msg has let me forget about wad my Dad said le . hee ! thanks Baby.
i write out for u all , but don get jealous ar :x

Baby msg : i give you attitude , you will diam diam .
wad i wan , you will give in to me .
Baby , i reali hope we can pull through everything & last long.
i love the way you smile , the way u kiss me , the way u hug me.
and the way u grab my hand everytime i want to walk away from you .
i love your long long msg , i'm used to seeing them everyday now .
ily . 26o6o9 , 1955pm

haha , my Baby sweet hor ? keke !
k le lahs . i going Dota for a few match and go sleep le .
tml stil have to fetch Baby from Park Way to my house :/
good nites !

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

2009-07-01T20:21:00.003+08:00

today so tired :x
woke up at 3pm bah , and Baby act cute nor . flood my hp .
haha ! but it's okay lah . v.sweet man hee !
hmm , didnt go anywhere today as Baby don wan me to waste money -.-
so , when she after school . she come up my house and find me ,
when she reach , i walk over to Bubble Tea shop and find her as she wanna drink Peach Milk Tea :x
after bought , we head back home .
was watching TV / playin FB games and surfing net .
den we had our dinner at home.
just come up from sending her down for cab .
going Dota / talk to Baby le.
nites !

Baby : i am truely v.sorry again for making u late for home .
hais . just now wanted send u home by cab de . but u don wan :(
tot can hug u longer mah :x
nvm lahs . as long as u and ur mother got nothing happen jiu hao le .
and i noe ur exam is round the corner liao .
must study hard okay?
i miss you alot nor . feel like hugging u in my arm thru out the WHOLE day !
today ice age come out le . maybe fri / sat i bring u go watch bah :)
i wont allow myself to let you miss out anyshow u wanted to watch de !
k lahs . i go watch TV / talk to u on fone le .
Baby : i LOVE YOU!

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

a girl like you , is IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND ~

2009-06-30T13:47:00.003+08:00

sleep at 3.30am last nite,
and woke up 9.15am in the morning today .
i onli wake up when Baby bomb my phone of 20+ miss call :x
once i wake up , i v.rush le, cause i am getting late for report .
lucky when i reach there , they didnt say anything :/
hmm , after report . went out at void deck beside Bedok HQ for a smoke .
den i bus-ed down to Park Way and find Baby .
we have our lunch there . after that i send her back to her class .
as she only have 1hour lunch time .
before i send her back to classes , i take a smoke after lunch while walking .
v.suay nor , kena caught by HSA of throwing cig butt on the floor .
hais , now headache for the fine le :x
$200 -$300 leh ...
aftermath , i bus-ed home .
and later 3pm plus going back Park Way and find Baby again .
as i have already promise her to watch Trail Of Panda today with her .
edit post when i am back at nite bah .

Edited Post : met Baby at 4pm .
actually wanted to go over Park Way find her de . but just nice my mum went up.
den she talk to me about the littering thing . wth -.-
shag man ! :x
walk over to bus stop , and we bus-ed down to Shaw Tower and cross the bridge to reach Suntec .
same thing again , after we bought ticket , we went to arcade and play Photo Hunt .
didnt imagine that my Baby can play Time Crisis 4 sia , hahs . but end up we both dead :(
spend $20 on catching bear today , but end up didnt get anything . sad nor , tot can giv Baby something .
6.30pm - we went in and watch Ghost Of The GirlFriend Past , seriously , this show quite touching .
hahas , den Baby keep disturb me , say i am that guy . say i hongster -.-
duno why now i suddenly enjoy watching movie le :x
i don get use to watch movie in the past , as i will either fall asleep or kpkb alot . LOL!
after movie , we bus-ed back and have our dinner at my house .
den her mother sms her , say wan minus her pocket money :(
Baby : sorry wor :( i don mean it de :/
around 9pm plus i send Baby back by cab . den i turn back myself .
and going off to bed le .

Baby : hahs , dear . we continue watching movie for 3 day le wor :x
all i wish is : u will be happy when you are being with me bah .
the rest i don wanna think about it le . i just wan u to spend the time being with me before i go in NS .
v.happy to hear that , u reali wanna put ur heart in this relationship :)
which mean we can last long lonq liao , haha !
Baby, sorry leh , today cant get any bear for u , cos bo form :s
but i promise : there will be MORE in future , hahahah !
i wanna catch all the Winnie The Pooh in SG's arcade and give it to YOU !
hee , seriously , i am v.happy whenever i am with u nor .
u sweet gentle smile melted my heart ! haha !
ass bamboo , always cal me fat piq -.-
k lahs , i go sleep le . haha ~
wo ai ni !

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

you were MINE , not only for NOW ! but FOREVA ~

2009-06-30T00:15:00.003+08:00

wake up at 2pm ,
sms Baby , ask her after school come find me .
she reach my house around 4pm plus.
starting she v.lame lah, at my house downstair play with cat -.-
lol. so i pei her awhile nor , after that we went up .
she surf her FB and blog .
around 5.30pm , we meet Sammi at Shop & Save .
wth , he call us don late , he himself late for 15min -.-
and we bought our bubble tea :)
den we cabbed down to Kallang Leisure again .
after bought our ticket , we went to arcade , played Photo Hunt , Basketball & King Of Hammer . LOL!
and i catch bear again . today v.lucky nor , 3 dollar and i got a Winnie The Pooh .
so i give it to Baby , hahas ! she my lucky charm man ! hee .
after that time was 6.20pm , and we bought our drink and went in.
glad that whole evening she was hugging it even when we are watching movie :x
haha , i love you BABY !

hmm , after movie , we went out for smoke .
starting plan to went home straight , cause Baby cant go home late .
but end up we walk to Kallang Mac near Tanjiong Rhu .
and have our dinner den cab home.
at the mean time while walking , we talk about Serene which is my gan mei .
wth , she fking hell fker ! hate this kind of girl , she love to jiao wei here and there right?
saturday hopefully she come down meet me , i sure nvr give chance de !
sibei du lan sia . few days ago de Saturday , almost make us break up .
wtf , why she wanna be so chee bye sia . i treat her as my mei leh , not good meh? _|_ fuck up!

well , don say about her liao . just hope this coming saturday she will come down Bugis :)

Baby : hope u enjoy today de Transformer ar . hahs , so bored nor .
tml still gotta go till Bedok Police Station report again -.-
but nvm lah , after that i go find you and have our lunch :) hahas !
maybe after eat , i will be waiting for u at outside alone for 3hour bah :x
till you after school den we go watch the Trail Of Panda .
LOL ! hais , going NS soon le :(
now i trying my v.best to pei you every single day .
just hope u wont get tired of me can le . cause i reali duno how long more i will be posted in le.
althru i talk to Nathan le , ask him next year den i go in . but aiya. duno leh :x
shag ! going sleep le bah . tml still have to wake up at 8am .
Baby , i simply LOVE you ALOT ! and i truely LOVE you !
never hurt me okay? :x
goodnites .

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

the day i will never let it to be apart !

2009-06-28T23:31:00.004+08:00

wake up at 1pm today ,
was lying on bed and sms-ing Baby and plan about today .
actually today suppose to meet her gan jie for movie de . but Baby say , her gan jie not free .
so she told me she not meeting her gan jie le .
* heng arr ! don nid go church :x
end up i ask her come my house first , den we went to watch movie together .
around 2pm plus to 3pm she reach Kallang , so i went down fetch her up .
then we surf internet for movie located at Kallang Leisure Park ,
after we reach Leisure Park , we went to buy our ticket first.
we stand there for 15min to choose which movie we wan .
plan to watch Transformer again , but the timing was mostly all full .
so we watch Drag Me To Hell .
but nvm lah , baby , i promise u . will bring u go watch Transformer de !
after ticketed , we went to arcade for Photo Hunt .
we 2 v.cock eye sia , but tyco me , always last min anyhow press the screen .
and we passed 3 stages by luck :x when the fourth time , not lucky at all le , so GAMEOVER ! hahas.
we even play Basketball , she so noob lor keep MISS :/ we didnt even passed the first round -.-
when we tag team :x
end up i play alone , den while playing half way , she look in her bag , and she tot her HP missing .
scare ppl lor , end up she found her HP in her bag .. wad the .... LOL !
funny man ! when we went in for our movie at 5.30pm ,
starting, when Q-ing up. she say anything anything . end up she keep hiding her face behind my back .
onli when they talking normal den she watch -.- * scarely CAT *
hahahs ! actually the movie not v.scary de , but she make till v.scary for me .
cause she keep holding my hand and suddenly when the sound effect come out , she will move her hand in a BIG reaction. LOL !
after movie, we straight away went back to my house again .
starting we talking about our problem in my room .
end up i say something that i shouldnt say .
den she got angry and walk away when i am in the toilet.
after i come out , i rush out to the lift . den i ask her to wait for me to wear my shirt .
when i went out again , she was already gone . my heart suddenly v.pain , as i have already told her to wait for me .
hais , baby : u noe how hurt am i when i come out didnt get to see u ?
so i run down again , and find her . i m still sick nor * coughing *
and i stilll went to chase her over .
when i running at downstair , i cant see her at all . my heart hurt even deep .
so i called her , and ask her where is she . and i quickly run over to the bus stop there . and talk to her .
i know she is angry becos i have say something that i shouldnt have said .
den she was like , wanna break off with me . u all know wad?
when talking to her , my tears suddenly flow down from my eyes .

To Baby : sorry babe , sorry for wad i have said , and now i promise u that this wont repeat again le .
we also gou gou shou zi liao , k ?
u know how hurt am i , when i didnt get to see u after i come out from toilet ? hais , when we are at bus stop talking , den i ask u , is this the end of our relationship ?
u replied : maybe loh , cause there is nothing more we can talk le bah . i v. sad and hurt when i hear this . i even cry nor :( this reali prove that , after u have stepped on wet cement , it's hard to stepped out again .
dearr , i reali do LOVE you alot leh . i also duno why nor .
u got virus ar? :x
thank for giving me another chance to be with u again .
all i wish now is , we can meet up everyday . somemore we stay so near only :/
i noe sometime u cant go home late , and u will get tired when u are schooling .
if u are reali tired and wanna go home rest early , i will understand k ?
and hor . hope my face wont make u feel bored , cause i wanna last long with u mah , and i already trying my v.best not to make u feel bored when u are with me le .
Baby , please . i don wan everyday to have conflict or arguement can? hope tml we wont quarrel le :)
k le bah , time for me to lie down on bed and do some self reflection le .
good nites !
dear : faster go train ur Typing Maniac leh :/
oh ya, also must go arcade often and train our eye for Photo Hunt and Basketball . haha !

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

i just Love the way u are ! dont think of shaking me OFF !

2009-06-28T01:57:00.007+08:00

hmm, just reach home .
now talking to Baby , starting plan to meet her at 2pm de loh , den she keep drag the time .
till 4pm plus . when she reach Kallang around 5pm le.
den she come up my house and slack nor .
den i play the Typing Maniac from FaceBook using my sister account and show her , how NOOB she is :x
actually today plan to meet Sammi at 7pm .
and was going to watch Transformer de . but end up Sammi say , he got personal family problem .
was abit du lan lah , but nvm lah . he my brother mah :)

den i scare Baby bored , so i called Bear , as ytd we also plan to meet up with them after movie.
after call , we cabbed down to China Town - Football Club , and met up with Bear , Serene and some GB frens.
when we reach there , we have some beer . and they keep on singing song .
hais, just now at that Club . i and Baby , got some arguement . end up i prove HER WRONG :)
as maybe someone trying to make us quarrel .
but too bad :) now our love become more stronger le . v.happy nor . lols !
after drinking , around 12midnight .
i call my Dad , ask my parent for supper .
den my Dad come fetch us with his lousy sport car xD
we went to Lavender Market , and eat .
wahh , at there de Wanton Mee nice lor ._.
when eat finish , my dad send her home .
when on my Dad's car , tired Baby sleep at my shoulder -.-
and nw going to hang le.
cause we both tired le , going sleep liao , if i don sleep she also don wan sleep =/

To Baby : we overcome a small conflict today , v.happy sia :x
but abit sad that , u whole day keep sms-ing . . .
anyway , that not reali important . like u said , ur heart got me can le .
but seriously , dear , i am a guy with heart . i also will jealous de mahs .
hmm , hope u enjoy today ! i know it's bored lahs . afterall that Club is for those uncle de -.-
dear , i also wish that , we could meet up everyday . somemore we stay so near . .
k le lahs , should stop here le, gonna sleep liao , tml still gotta wake up early for ur Transformer or Panda duno wad lahs .. :/
and girl , rmb to train ur Typing Maniac from FB de arr ! : )

26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .

the day you stepped in my life . i wish u could walk with me till the end :)

2009-06-26T18:52:00.006+08:00

ytd sleep at 7am loh ,
cant even sleep at all , keep lying down on bed and close eye .
when i wake up its already 4pm liao . after waked up , my stomach was playing drums so i go find food .
yet my mum buy curry rice for me -.-" i m coughing badly le lor . yet she stil buy such oily and unhealthy food zz
i only can eat half bowl .. cause my throat is KILLING me :(
after eat , i go bathe . while bathing suddenly Ling called me .
den she say wanna meet me , i v.happy lor :))
around 5pm i went down to meet her , althru just short short de 2hour , but we have been chatting alot le :x hahas . so happy to hear her say she got a wierd feeling for me . still say LONG TIME don have such feeling le , hahah ~ :x
now 7pm le . going off and watch TV liao :D edit post later ~
oh ya, later will be posting my dog picture :x

Xu Tai Tai : omg ! 9pm le lehs . my SHOW !!
see i so good? wei le ni , i giv up my show :x
now i post my dog picture liao lahs . happi anot?
cute right? xD hahaha !

k lahs , i go watch show first .

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-25T15:52:00.005+08:00

wake up at 1pm as usual ,
boring day again bah . sick le lor . is like 10thousand years ago since i last sick . lol .
now whole body guai guai de . keep cough , throat v.pain , don tell me is H1N1 lehs :(
just now was dota-ing and sms with 1 idiot :x
she is sooo losoh , i sick my mother nvr even ask me go see doctor , den this idiot keep force me go see doctor :(
unfair sia .. she use threaten de ! i wan report to police liao :) hahahaha !
k le lahs , going eat boiled egg liao , shower den go down let doctor see me liao :x
edit my post again later bahs .

ASS HOLEE !!

Edited Post : just now after see doctor i straight away go home cos she called me , lame lor ,
and this make me wasted $32 buck ..
haha ! lame hor ? :x den after come back from downstair clinic . was watching tv from 7pm till 10pm , after that i went to bathe and call her , but today talk awhile only , ard 11pm plus , my dad called and call us go for supper .
just come back from Bedok 511 Market at around 1am , my father act sio , got sport car liao , den wan fetch me and my mother go eat . lols ! we go eat minced meat noodle and satay .

gonna sleep soon le .

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-24T17:17:00.008+08:00

haiis,
bad day lah ! ytd nite after Ling go sleep . i continue to play my Dota.
then play till half way around 2am plus , suddenly my Dota hang -.-
end up i found out that they forget to pay my SCV bill, so my internet went off ...
so i went to bed early lor , actually ytd wanted to post her pretty face in my blog .
as ytd internet cut off , so i post now bah !

pretty right?
the lil's girl :/

kk back to post ,
hmm , just now wake up 1pm plus , den this stupid girl here sms me .
tell me she kena caught by police .. * i wont say wad is it *<- i noe this is not anything to be proud of . now all my reader know u liao , please don do it again ! and NO MORE NEXT TIME !
well, seriously . promise me no more next time k ? i v.worry sia when i recieve ur msg .. whole day didnt even eat lor , just becos of u .. totally no mood sia .
i know now ur mum must be v.angry de , and i noe ur pattern de lah , sure kpkb with her . actually wanted to ask u if u wanna move out , u can still stay at my house first . but seem like , ur ex asked u before me le , so u can go over ur ex house and stay bah :)
hais, i care for u , yet u don understand, nvm bah !

Hanshino is Emo-ing ~

kk, i go do my things le , byes ~ takecare sio !

Edited Post : hmm , just now was watching tv from 7pm to 10pm .
was talking to Ling from 10pm till now 12midnite plus.
talk and talk till v.song like that , tml she still got school sia ..
starting was talking about her case . end up talking about my case -.-
cos today got reporter come my house , and ask me about ZhiXiang de death thingys..
hais, so many stupid things running to my mind now , i reali duno wad to do lor.
and i also sick le . body felt so weak , it my sign of having fever le , and was coughing all the time ..

Ling : can i DONT see DOCTOR tml? :x i hate those stupid medicine they give .
i just eat panadol and rest jiu hao le . kk? haha, i noe u v.good de lah, don waste money right?
see doctor they also give some medicine and say : boi , drink more water ahh , and rest more ...
i rather i say to myself , and don have to pay money lor =/ see 1 doctor and take their medicine can cost $30 - $40 le leh, i rather take the money go out and spend :)
and tml must open ur eye and ears big big to listen to ur teacher ar :D
don make me guilty if u cant listen to wad ur teacher is saying k?
hahas , k lahs, go to sleep le . good nitess !

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-23T11:50:00.004+08:00

back from Bedok HQ again,
so boring , ytd cant even get to sleep . end up sleeping at 5am plus -.-
ytd i purposely wake up 12noon , i tot i could sleep early at night .
so that today wake up at 8am wont be so tired :x
hahs, anyway . i m reali bored , ytd around 4am , i went down for a walk was drinking alone at a bridge nearby my house :x so shuang nor . hahas !
listening to the wind blowing toward ur face , with some chinese sad song . so emo :x
hmm , going back to sleep le lahs . tired like FUCK liao .. edit post tonight .
i found out that , this few days i post v.lil nor :/
i also duno wad to write le lehs, mostly all the time i am at home be guai kia . hahas ~

To JunYin : even if u wanna give him 1 more chance , don have to tell me , just follow ur heart : )
all i can do is support u only , and u better pray hard that ,
he wont hurt u again lor . from the start we are fren, we are foreva fren :)
just all the best to u bah , from now onward . no more promises between us le . don worry . haha! enjoy and last long !

Love is like a friendship caught on fire.
In the beginning a flame,
very pretty, often hot and fierce,
But still only light and flickering.
As love grows older,
Our hearts mature
And our love becomes as coals,
Deep-burning and unquenchable.

Let the world stop turning,
Let the sun stop burning,
Let them tell me love's not worth going through.
If it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
The only dream that mattered had come true ...
In this life I was loved by you RYAN HO.

Love is a fire.But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house,you can never tell.

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

whole day rot at home : (
ytd sleep at around 4 to 5 am again ..
den today gu yi wake up at 12noon , cos i noe if i wake up late again , tonite i wont be sleeping early.
if not tml cant wake up for report le , so sian lor , so fast tuesday le . monday BLUEEE!~
sian to the CORE man ~! didnt do anything much today , so don have much to write bah .
just nw watching channel 8 from 7pm to now 10pm nor .
going off le bahs , tml still nid wake up early :)

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-21T13:21:00.004+08:00

wow,
surprising man , ytd i fall a slp at 5am bah , and woke up at 12 pm today .
hahas . first time nor , head so pain , cant reali sleep well , also duno wanna do wad le .
i m reali sick n tired of having this life le , i wanna get a job asap .
let me forget every sadness ! and start a new life . anyone got job to intro?
don ask me go changi stand pls !!
i realli wanna settle down le , i wanna stop all my last time life liao .
cause life is getting more n more bored if this carrying on ,
and anyone noe how to play piano? mind teach me? i truely wanna learn !!

back to post again later :)

Edited Post : wad the ....
whole day at home doing nothing man ! just now after wake up at 12pm plus,
i on comp awhile slack down here . and was too sleepy , i went back to my bed at 2pm.
guess wad? i fall asleep !! Lols.. ..
wake up at 4.30pm bahs, den play my stupid lame game lahs, till around nite time , i ask JunYin edit my picture , hahas.
Thanks alot sio :)
now 10pm le , guess wont be going out le bahs , TODAY NO DRINK !! :x
sians man , they always jio me go drink , they think my father print money one sia -.-
go back play my game liao ,here some picture we took ytd ~ goodbye !

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-20T16:46:00.003+08:00

Yoo,
sick le lahs , woke up at 1pm plus today .
ytd keep tossing around my bed til about 5am !!
haha . so sians , life SUCK to the CORE man !
just now after i wake up , i keep lying on bed cos got no mood and whole body weak like F.*.*.*
Lols. going out soon , maybe going to have some drinks with fren le .
come back den i post bah : )

Edited Post : wooo everyone , hello : )
just nw around 4pm i meet my fren Sammi at downstair , after met , we go Shop & Save .
buy our sweet :x den we cabbed down to Plaza Sing , find Bear and Serene .
and we went to eat yoshinoya , the person sibei kp sia , keep *KONCHIWA* and ah li baba lah , sibei boring lor , go there eat 1 meal den we cab down to boat quay le .
reach boat quay about 6pm plus , den we walk around and find which pub to go to .
end up we went to Six String Pub . starting quite boring lahs , but end up to me also boring . LOls!
we open 6Jug beer , 4 people share drink . .. i think i now also cannot le lahs , abit jam le , haha.
tml when i wake up den post bah . and tml den i put some picture about today we took .

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-19T17:33:00.006+08:00

back to post for for today ,
whole day wasting my time today , been doing nothing .
woke up at around 1pm .
JunYin smsed me at around 1pm plus, telling me she going her bf house ,
i was reali shock , how come she still willing to go to her bf house when she told me the other story .
i reali duno which one to trust , so i m here to tell you , wish you 2 can last long bah :)
if there is anymore conflict in future , try to talk things out with him bah .
i believe there is nothing impossible in this world , unless u are lazy or u have no confidence to it !
everything come and goes very fast , just like a strong wind .
sometimes somethings that we have made isnt the best thing we have done .
so i believe you could make ur relationship stronger and more stable de .
Lastly : takecares, last long !

so fast i waked up for 4hour plus le ,
nothing to do at all , keep slacking infront of my comp ,
didnt even eat the whole day , keep walking around my house .
i m reali tired le , is there any or drug that can make me shut my eye ,
for 48 hours? i m reali tiredddddddddd !
also duno wan to write wad le , maybe will edit post again later .

Edited Post : 2am le , i still cant get to sleep , don think i can sleep early tonite le .
Just now JunYin sms me at 11pm plus, telling me she reach home le .
well, it's good nor . wad i have said to u this morning is true right? he ask u go his hse.
lol, it's ok ,
err, now i m in msn chatting with her , she told me a story about his boyfren things ,
about the past . hmm , was sad lahs . and i m angry too ! it's ok ,
wad i have said in msn , you noe , i noe can liao . i will also give amonth time, make sure u keep ur promises . i hate people who lied to me ! i have said , i don mind going in sit de .
if u wanna report to police and show them this conversation , go ahead :) i don mind !~
if u still don wanna wake up ! den u prepare to see show bah =)
well , will post again tml when i m awake bah.

Promise Started on Today : 19 June 2009 .

你答应我的我都记得 ,
但是你却忘了你的承诺 ,
不是说好彼此都不再联络 ,
谁都别再犯错 .
是我的固执让你难过 ,
但是分手却也无法选择 ,
我走了以后 ,
你要好好生活 ,
不要想我也别再哭了 .

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-19T00:40:00.011+08:00

hmmmmmmmmm,
duno how m i going to start my blog for today lehs :x
well , woke up at 1 pm , had a lame dream . Lols , don tell u wad dream lehh .
actually plan to stay at home the whole day , but end up when i log in msn for awhile, Adelene and JunYin add me in msn conversation, den they ask me to go out . so i plan to jio some more ppl also lah , as 3 people will be bored mahs :x at the mean time Bear and his gf got jio me go drink also , so at least , i call my other fren along Sammi , after prepare and everything, around 3.45pm , i went down to meet Sammi first , as he stay afew block away from me only. den we cab down to Mosque Street which is near China Town , and meet up with Bear and his gf , they 2 siao de . early in the morning , 2pm plus at pub drink liao * Pei Fu Pei Fu * claps ! hahas .
to be short , around 5.30pm we cab down to Tiong Bahru and find JunYin and Adelene as Adelene wanna interview , den Sammi Bear , his gf and me went to Long John Silver and have our lunch + dinner :x
after we eat and Adelene's interview at duno wher lahs, we went out for a smoke , den we plan to go KTV . actually wanted to go Tio Heng de, but 6 ppl room full le, must wait till 10pm -.- btw the time we sing finish i guess it's already midnite :x den i rmb there is 1 KTV at Serangoon quite cheap . 2 hour $35 only and it's for 6 people . so we cabbed down to Serangoon from Tiong Bahru . and we even order the promotion of $60 for 2 jug of beer and 2 hour ~ and we sing from 7pm plus till 9pm plus nor . i think today we spend the most money is on cab le :/ and after everything , i pei JunYin go home from Serangoon to Bukit Gombak , as i got things wanna tell her :/ sad man , she keep ask me shhs shhs shhs, hais :( stop bluffing urself can? stay strong ! and find ur own happinese lah . i support u : ) btw it's damn far can? lols . but nvm lahs , scare u kena rape mahs .. den when i reach home it's already 11pm going 12mn le . after bathe and everything it's about the time of 1am le .
now chatting in msn and going play my game for awhile and going sleep le .

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-17T23:03:00.004+08:00

helloooo,
today super bored man , have been drinking for the past few night , now also broke liao . haha, think will be back to normal le bahs , wont be drinking everynight liao , this few day got no appetite to eat too , eat few mouth stomach pain , i think my stomach ulcer is expanding le , due to i keep drinking everynight with empty stomach , well . nvm one lah right? everyone wil be leaving this world too , only see if it's early or later only :x haha . well . nth much to post for today lahs , just whole day slacking comp , watch tv walk here and there . lOLs ! going off soon , play a few more game :/ tml den tell u wad time i sleep bah , haha ~
btw , will be uploading 5 picture first , give me comment ar :x LOLS!

Thanks to my Edited of my picture :
Jun Yin :x xiexie ni .
she wei liao my photo , she didnt watch her drama . hahas, thanks anyway !

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-16T11:58:00.004+08:00

just back from Bedok HeadQuarter ,
just now meet up wid Handsome loy , nb he is just a fucker lah . jio him tonite go pub he don wan , wei ji peng kok de lah . wan pei girl go duno wad daily clinic ... also don wan pei me go pub drink , fucker right? why i got such brother. somemore the girl 15 years old only.
To Loy : takecare sio , don tio 376 arh :) rmb wear helmet :s

damn IO not in , den let us wait down there for more den 15min -.- den loy outside waiting, after i come out , we slack down there awhile only , den i head back to home , and half way my mei Serene called , say she v.sad cause of her bf things ..
To Serene Mei : don so sad lah , cheer up k? everything will be fine , u say you sad . kor more sad lor :/ so many thing happening , my head gonna burst soon .

so tired man , i think i going slp awhile , den wake up later and go pub le , anyone wanna join me? at bugis onli , if coming , den sms me bah : ) will be going down at 6 - 7 pm .
btw wtf , ytd i went down and meet Sammi , before going drink that time , i fell into drain man , and hurt my left knee -.- we talk while we walking den suddenly * BOOO , and i fall . sibei suay , Lols . anyways i go take a nap first , come back den edit post bah !

Edited Post : hmm , jus back from pub 33 , went down there drink . actually plan to stay down there with Devil , cause he today last day le . but end up didnt , as his fren all i duno de ... jus come back , abit jam liao : P but it's okay la, small matter :) i go bathe and play my GB le :x tml den post .

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino is DRUNK !!

2009-06-15T14:13:00.004+08:00

WOW,
ytd after my post , Devil call me ask me go drink . at Bugis behind iluma de coffee blk 269 . when i reach they tell me they bet who will reach there first . me or his gf's fren -.- den end up his gf lose , lols . sibei lame .. at the mean time , i realise i heven even eat for the whole day ! :/ around 7pm , we walk over to my sister pub , at pub 33 . opened 1 bottle martell . we drink again , den Devil got tagging de , he have to reach home before 10.30pm as he extended his time , cos this Wednesday he going in sit le . hais , den i drink alone nor . drink drink drink , half way , guess wad? i saw Aaron n Joan , den i talk to them lahs, they also never blame me for Zhi Xiang death thing , is other group duno how to think lah ? at the mean time , we play pool , Aaron and Joan tag , den i and my sister's fren - Queenie tag . she noob lah , make me lose :/ around 1am - 2am , we follow my sister and sister's fren to another pub at orchard tower there , cos my sister ytd nvr work at pub 33 . so we 6 ppl , my sister and her 2 fren , take 1 cab . Aaron , Joan and me take another . when reach ther . we went up second floor . my sister fren de pub. we drink finish the leftover balance . den when martell finish le , we switch to downstair de another pub, with another group of my sister fren , this is Thai's pub . den Aaron , Joan and me cannot go in de . need to be age 23 for bois , and girl 18 -.- den end up Aaron and Joan left , so i follow my sister and her fren to Thai's pub as they pua with those ppl and allow me in , somemore my face don look so young right ? lol -.- i also duno why ytd i drink so much sia, maybe cos i still feel like drinking , when i was at Thai's pub , i keep drink with them , cup by cup , end up my mind jam le , and i suddenly cry . u can ask my sister :/ hais, reali sad and pai seh lor , i cry in the pub . but never cry like baby lah , just tear keep flowing down only . after everything , i cab home alone , as i cannot take it anymore , i don like techno song . when reach home , straight away fall asleep le , now i wake up le . my head v.jam , hais . edit my post again bah , i go rest le .

Edited Post : just nw around 3pm went down to meet Sammi , after that , we slack at my house downstair til 7pm plus, and we decided to walk over to geylang and drink , so we start drinking since 7.30pm til now lor . going 11pm le . actually i wanna drink til later abit de . maybe midnite , but my mother keep call me and as me to go home early cause tml have to wake up at 8am and back to my stupid report at Bedok HeadQuarter . anyone wanna follow me ? :x so sians can? now head v.pain , ytd drink like mad . yet today stil drink again -.- i go sleep le bahs , oh btw tml i still going my sister pub at Bugis, anyone wanna go? can give me a sms bah :)

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

2009-06-14T16:29:00.002+08:00

hi peoples,
so tired man , ytd reach home around 12midnight den talking to JunYin and we sleep at 4am plus, after come back from my sister pub at bugis , after drink drank and no DRUNK :x we all went home , ytd cant really see properly when i reach home , so just anyhow post abit . hey good hor? better den don have leh . Lols , as wad i have promise myself , everyday i must post unless i went to serve NS , den no choice le nor . and sian nor , say till NS , i going in soon le maybe this yrs intake if not confirm January intake ! ~ now my head so pain man . headache le sia ! back to topic * thanks to those JunYin , Ah Hai , Adelene , Yvonne , Yvonne's frens lah , say wad . don wan drink lah , this lah , that lah . excuse many many lah ! _|_ make me drink so many . somemore ytd whole day i didnt eat nor , and drink with empty stomach . my ah hai got keep ask me go eat lah , but i duno why i just cant eat leh , hais, thanks to those girls that have been entertaining me , and drink with me : ) thanks ~ i will stop here first , later den edit my post again . i going rest le + hungry man `

To Jun Yin :
don worry lahs girl , everything will be fine man ! if reali buay gum den break off nor . LOLS ! if reali got chance , den let me be the one with u lahs :) thanks for ytd again :/

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshin at Bugis !!

2009-06-14T00:14:00.005+08:00

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooo all , 13 June 2009 *POST~
today went down to bugis , at around 4pm plus, starting meet up with blanche and stan den i jio my ah hai and devil down , so after meet up wid my ah hai , devil , adelene , and her fren ,
den we keep walking around and round , and i bought a a watch for my ah hai ! don jealous please , she is just my good besties sister ! den around 5pm + devil left , and i am with ah hai all the time , about 7pm + ah hai , adelene , jun yun and me , was at bugis arcade . after ah hai fren come down , which is yvonne and the other one . den stupid yvonne and her another fren come le . * i duno wad name lah. starting we are at MOS burger of bugis , den end up , i feel like drinking , so i treat them 5 girl go my sister pub drink lor . at opps of shaw tower , beside steamboat , name pub 33 . do come down often kk? support my real life sister abit lah , k ? anything can call me ~ or add me in msn to find me - xiaoboi14@hotmail.com :) den we keep drinking down there , play pool and sing song lahs, now i just reach home , abit seh le . i drink the most lor , cos the other 5 are girls -.- den i alone boi only , THANKS all the girls who been drinking with me at my sister pub . thanks alot ! if u all can see , i was reali sad . cos i suddenly thinkg of liza , as last time she was working at this pub 33 de , den haiis , don say le , now i waiting for my other fren , when they come back kallang, i going down drink again , now i also cannot see things clear le , so i wil be ending here liao . thanks alot ! everyone ! takecare kk ? :) got han , no worried ! tian da de shi , i also can handle de . tml when i wake up and clearer abit , i wil update again my blog . today no more emo words also lahs. sorry !
i going slack comp and wait for my fren to call me and go down drink again , takecare all~

To Michellle : hais , actually today we are suppose to meet de , but end up didnt , due to u have to visit ur grandmother , so nvm lahs , go time den meet again lor ! i just reach home , i think u are with ur fren , or watching movie bahs , takecare and enjoy . go home early bahs !

To Jun Yin : thanks leh , althru today i just noe u thru adelene, but i also v.happi lahs , cos u willing to listen to my stories . k ? hope u enjoy tonite too , even thru , just 3 jug of beer , cos not enough time le, den u all have to go home early , thanks for drinking with me ! hais , sorry too . hope you enjoy and last long with ur bf bahs . takecare !!!!!!!!! imy ! duno when can get to meet again ~

To Adelene : hey , we noe each other for sometime le hor ? thanks for meeting me today lahs, and hope u enjoy tonite too ! sorry , cos quite late le , so didnt open somemore jug . takecare !

To Ah Hai : hey ah hai , thanks for playin pool with me , and keep drinking beer with me , sorry next time i open martell instead of fooster, i noe u don reali like , but thanks for drinking with me too ! hope u enjoy tonite too !

To Yvonne / Her Fren : thanks too , for drinking beer with me ! hope u all enjoy tonite , byes ~

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino is Curious !!

2009-06-12T22:02:00.004+08:00

helloooo,
wow, ytd i super guai sia . sleep at around 4am haha. ytd was waiting for an Ass to reach home at 12am plus , hmm, around 2 am was talking to Sotong . den she make me wait for another hour just for her to bathe . duno wad she doing inside also lah. i think she wash her every single hair clearly and cleanly . or maybe she got dandruff haha ~ at the mean time while talking to her , we keep joke alot lah , sibei funny sia her . SOTONG * haha ! den around 4am she wanna hang le , cause stupid Sotong tired le , den asked me to go sleep -.-"
happy and curious sia , tml meeting her liao leh . now my heart beat jump v.fast leh . HOW ? :x

Han is no longer EMO ~

well , today was watching Getai / Sheng Tua movie thru YouTube.com as my mum wanna watch , so i be good boy and open it den we watch together. this has brought me and my mum relationship even closer ! hahas, after watch she went to cook dinner at ard 7pm. den we eat together with my ah ma , half way i watching Channel 8 de show , till now nor, 10pm plus le .
walan eh stupid weather , super hot man !! i going bathe le lahs.

Edited Post : Time was 4.30am now, just now i was talking to Sotong since 2am bah , hais , she told me that she have to visit her grandmother as wad her mum say so , so later we cannot meet le , i was totally sad man , i duno why my heart just shatter and was like turning into pieces ! hais , but end up we plan to meet at Sunday le , just hang down not long , this hang was v.sudden , while sms-ing at the moment , she said her fren came outside her house for a chat , at this time , my heart hurt again . i duno why? maybe i got jealous . cause her fren confirm is a guy for sure ! hais , later i cant get to see her , i was already sad enough , yet now this has already double my pain for no reason . i reali duno why ! i going lie down on my bed and wait for her calls , sayo all ~ :(

To My Readers : Hello , Ladies & Gentlemen , please leave down ur names can? and stop using the name of : Passerby , Thanks a million :) or if you all wan , can just add me to my msn : xiaoboi14@hotmail.com, enjoy reading !

will you allow me to takecare of you ?
will you spend your time with me regardless i am rich or poor? handsome or ugly?

Never change your originality for the sake of others, because it is your world and no one can play your role better than you in this world . So be yourself .
Life is short ! if you dont look around once in a while you might miss it

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino is SIANS !!

2009-06-11T20:55:00.003+08:00

wooooooooooooooooooooooooo,
LOls. duno why today so happy also lah . hahas , maybe last nights an ass + ah hai + gong kia make me happy lor. hahas, sibei fun sia. hope i can enjoy everynites like this : ) den sleep at 7am OMG !! but i still wake up earlier den her :/ sound so pig right? <- please admit k? cause you are a PIG ! LOL well, so sians can? nothing to do , i don care liao lah , tml or Sat i die die must go out man ! almost every single day at home , i think i gotta ROT le . fuck man , say till go out , my hair now soo super short , v.pai seh de lor . like stupid army boy ! _|_ going eat soon le , my mama pack food for me . <- my mum so good hor? hahas, i LOVE her ALOT !

Mummy, Wo Ai Ni !!

To Michelle : erm , thanks alot lehs , you bring my life back LOLS ! <- sound like i gonna fall for her le . =/ well , any way , must reali thanks you alot lah , and hope u enjoy last nite :x hahs , don paiseh about ytd leh . must get used to it lah , LOLS ! and , just nw was smsing with u , den u say u watching movie . bo jio lor ! you GOOD~ don scare lahs . jus 1 horror movie only : ) be brave . kk? imy.

To Ah Hai : she ask me to say , she is boring ! and tell all my readers that i miss her -.- <- sibei bhb la , ah hai ar , go talk to ur wall pls . LOLS !!

To QiQi Mei : mei ar , kor v.sorry lah , last nite i reali got the intention to buy food for and give you at ur house outside de , but kor was busy mahs , den i am late :x sorry sorry, and next time don cry le lahs , hungry only mahs . haha :/

To All My Readers : well , Thanks alot everyone that have been reading my blog everyday , thanks for all the care from you all : ) rmb to tag everyday leh , hahas if not i emo again i duno le hor :/

You will always be a part of me , i'm a part of you indefinitely . Girl , don you noe you cant escape , cause you will always be my baby , and we will linger on . Time cant erase a feeling this strong . No way you are gonna shake me off !

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino is BORING !!

2009-06-10T23:17:00.006+08:00

hmmm,
today super boring lah ! nothing to do at all . wake up around 1pm bahs. den everyone not at home , i mean only left with my sister sleeping in living room , as my mum and grandmother go down to Lily Jie Jie song ka . hais. why is there so many thing happening !!? grrs , si eh sians la , after wake up , was playing Gunbound =.= and Dota .. was really bored till !! now my hair so short , thanks to my boredness !! hahs. and so fast , goin 12am le . hais , reali duno how long can i live :x jus 1day pass 1day staying at home bahs ...

sians , today cannot go drink , thanks to a ASS! don allow . lols , duno how i going to sleep tonite le . must wait till i am super tired liao , hahas. duno wad to blog for today lah , i just noe there are alot ppl who care for me :) THANKS alot frens ~

well, today i become someone ah gong -.- so i call her ah hai. she say we are hai gong ... btw thanks for entertaining me today . lol . was talking to her just now , den we exchanging stories .. and guess wad she reply? SIANS !! wth , she reali can go die le ~ hmm , rmb wad u told me yah? come out must change le hor , hope nothing happen to you , if reali sentenced hope u get short sentence bah , haha . takecare kk?

Replied tag :

PassBy - hmm , mind telling me ur names? reali curious on it ...

Aways Here - ehh , you are ? mind telling out ur names too ? btw i understand wad u trying to say to me .. but how can i not to be sad? i am human too . i have got feeling.. 4people just left me without a words or anything . hais, i m totally such a failure lah ..

Thanks to those who have tagged me with encouragement , i really v.happy and contented to have you guys !! i love you all , hahs .

Specially thanks to - Michelle , Xiao Bee , Zoelyn , Gina , Xiao Nat , Adelene , Shirlyn , Diona and my beloved Qiqi Mei , Dollie Mei :)

Girl you could have stayed , but you wouldnt give me a chance .
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand ,
And all my tears they keep running down my face ,
Why did you turn away?

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino is TIRED !!

2009-06-09T16:16:00.005+08:00

FUCKING ARMY BOY HAIR !! ._.

Good afternoon,
hais, sibei tired sia. ytd didnt sleep well , keep tossing around my bed and sms-ing with people. till i cry , many thing have been running thru my head now , it gonna burst soon le :( den end up sleeping at 4am plus , and woke up at 8.30am as today i have to go Bedok Headquarter for my weekly reports , sibei lame sia . fucking hell wasting my time / money , took bus to Bedok Inter den still must change bus , after i reach Bedok Hq , was smoking outside . wait for the time to be 10am sharp den i can go in .... reach home at 11am plus , was very hungry . i went for my dota for a few match while waiting for my mum to pack food for me . now feel like sleep le ~
This few days v.shag sia , hais. ' on 1march my brother - Zhi Xiang suicide becos of DRUG / GAMBLE , 7 June 2oo9 my neighbour - Lily JieJie passed away , 8 June 2oo9 my fren - Candice Goh Hui Yi suicide becos of LOVE. and 11 May 2oo9 - Liza Tay Juan Juan left me , 1yr9month de relationship , is it nothing to YOU? hais, 1 by 1 all left me le , i also duno when will it be my turn . if 1 day i am gone too , will u all put my picture in ur blog ? and write about me , sibei stress loh , i miss them alot . cant sleep well , cant eat well . hais . so many things happen within this few months .

FUCK 2oo9 !! _|_

Edited Post : hais, the time now is 4am and i just reach home . just now went down walk walk den i bought some beer and drink alone at my house nearby bridge . the feeling of drinking alone at bridge with big wind blowing at you , while you were listening to some sad song . was totally GREAT , just suit my name - Emo Han ! totally got no ideal why this few days i am super emo , hais. i just find that i am lacking of somethings . i think i don even fit to be a guy , i could eventually cried when i was at bridge when alot things come to my mind :(
how i wish i could get a good girl who love me faithfully , willing to takecare of me and be with me regradless of how poor or ugly i am now .
how to find true love? or should i just wait everyday at bridge and drink alone then my true love will come find me ? Lol ? hais, time to sleep le, headache liao .

Han really need You,
He need Care / Concern .
A warmest Hug from You !

ellehcim

You give me hope to grow , you give me air to breathe. You giv me strength so i can stay strong , Please treat me like a rose. Hold ur breathe , becos tonite wil be the nights that i FALL FOR YOU !

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Candice Rest.In.Peace !!

2009-06-08T17:45:00.007+08:00

Today wake up at 1pm ,
was playing dota til now, 5pm plus. den my mum come in and show me the newspaper that someone commit suicide cause of L.O.V.E , starting i didnt reali focus on wad my mum said, as i am dota-ing , til i look at the newspaper and saw her name Candice , stay Bedok , age 17+ . i started to find it familar , and ask my mum read out the news for me . hais.

Candice ar Candice, why u like this? you still young sia. i stil owe u 1 M.A.C meal de lor , u say got time den meet de. now i think i cant have M.A.C with u again le bah, hais. sibei sad sia.
i believe your soul is still around. i noe u will look at my blog de . you must hao hao takecare ok? everyone don believe that you wil jump de lor , is it ur boifren who push u down? if it is , jus give me a dream , i make sure ur boifren face *CUI* hais, when in other world , rmb takecare of urself ok? you so skinny, don let other ghost bully you ar .
Takecare . Farewell :

Candice Goh Xin Yi .
Past away on 7 June 2009
Age 18 / 1991. Bedok

Edited Post - hais, sibei sad. so many thing happen this few days . now time is 12.40am le, i going sleep le . cause tml stil gotta wake up early for weekly report at Bedok HeadQuarter . sians ! waste of my time , go there machiam singer like dat . sign my BIG NAME and can go le . nb, now my hair short like grass sia . cause last week they ask me to cut .. hope my IO wil be happy when he see my hair . i go sleep le . good nites :)

Love Really - Lake Of Sorrow , Ocean Of Tears , Vally Of Death , End Of My Life .

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino is SAD !!

2009-06-07T21:50:00.006+08:00

Hanshino is SAD !!

hi all ,
Let me start with something sad today .
Lily Jie Jie , Rest In Peace bah . hais, you are still young , you have married wid 3 kids . this is sad .
this ladies here , is my neighbour , since young they just stay next door to us. and we have been treating her like our sister . and on Friday 5th of June 2009 , she fell down at her house, and was sent to hospital that day . and today 07 June 2009 morning, she was passed away at hospital cause of High Blood Pressure . hais .
since i was young , she was v.good to my family le . last time she also keep on buying food/thing for us.
why life is so unfair de? she still young and she still got 3 small kids , she was v.hard working de and yet Tua Li Ah Pek wan take her away??!! ... why human come and go just like wind? hais, was crying badly :(

Lily Jie Jie , R.I.P

hais. today wake up at 4pm was plan to meet Devil at bugis de, but end up he went to do his stuff . so didnt meet up le , whole day rot at home lor. was playing dota / sms wid Stephanie and others. but duno why today i got no mood since i was awake , everything felt so odd , like wanna do something , i cant do it swee swee .. plan to cut hair , meet Devil and some stuff . but end up didnt get to do it . hais, totally restless . how i wish i can just close my eye shut and sleep for 48 hour non stop . STRESS !! so fast going Tuesday le . still gotta go Bedok HeadQuarter report for weekly. anyone wanna go with me :( i go off le , today was a FUCKING BAD DAY !

Why is it life so unfair? i was wondering how long can i live too :(
Is there reali true love ? or is it jus fairy tales / stories that someone has make of?
A feeling is pure , just like listening to music.
True love doesnt have to be sensual like most people believe,
sometimes love between a friend is the best gift you will be recieving from God,
but it wasnt the best present.

takecare ! byes all ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino at BUGIS !!

2009-06-06T23:28:00.007+08:00

Hello ..
Today is a super tired day , last night sleep at 5am + and today wake up at 1pm+ and straight away go bathe den i went down to bugis find devil , as he last night jio me go , if i know ytd night i wont msn him le :x

Devil : bro, tml go down bugis la, we watch movie .
with my gf / her fren steady ok? meet you tml 1.30pm sharp at bugis.
Han : walao eh, i heven confirm sia -.-
Devil : no excuses , tml see u at bugis :) i going sleep le , nite bro ....

and he offlined ..

wad the ... if i know i don go down sia , starting say watch movie , end up we went down to fusion to play pool . last match i and devil tag , and we win his gf frens :x hahs. some more last black ball i hit de sia :/ lame .. den after pool , we walk over to bugis arcade catch 2 stupid bear and i spent around $40/+ waste my money ..
well , nvm la, long long catch 1 time , hahahs . after his gf left at 5pm - 6pm . i and Devil went to Mos Burger and slack , and saw alot old fren sia , like steven / john , and got 1 shortie who trying to steal my bear de - Xiao Bee . hahas, too bad, she cant get cause she is short , and her hand are short too . LOLS ! long time nvr go down find them liao sia . den i head down to Devil house at ard 7pm as he got tagging de. sian, actually say wan put tattoo de , and end up at his house watch Mr Bean -.- as i also dunno wanna put wad , hahas. maybe few days later den go his house again . hmm , jus reach home not long . wow, i jus realise , whole day i didnt even eat, hahahs go cook maggie liao ! well , going off for my dota le :)

Xiao Bee - if u saw this post , don angry ar .
joking de la :) i know u not so petty de , tio bo?

Love stand for.
L - Lake Of Sorrow , O - Ocean Of Tears , V - Valley Of Death , E - End My Lifes Remembering me is like remembering pressed flower in your dairys, it may not be fragrance. but will always remind you of my existence in you life. Always give your heart to someone who can treasure and will never break ur heart , as broken hearts wont have spare parts. If there is 10 people care for u , one of them will be Me , When there is a person care for u , that wil confirm will be Me , But if no one care for u , mean i have already left this world.

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Hanshino is EMO !!

2009-06-05T21:58:00.015+08:00

Hanshino is EMO-ing!!

hii readers,
back to blog for today le , today second day blogging , wake up at 1pm plus, super tired man! ytd sleep at 5am plus lor , was watching youtube and dota-ing, today nothing much happen as i been staying at home all the time and finally complete my blog le, haha. stylo right?
lol , got 1 idiot name - ah hai say : my blog v.girly -.- nabei , at least it better den urs can? and she is reali ah hai zhong de ah hai , webcams $10/+ got le . still cannot find at Sim Lim Square. ...

well , today felt abit odd sia, abit emo too . duno why today my msn so quiet sia . but today emo also good la, if not i duno wad english compo to write for you all le . luckily, jus now got think of few sentance :x duno wad was happening to me lately la, jus kinda feel so bored can? everyday on comp and slack down there alone, keep thinking alot english compo, LOLS . can be writer liao leh :/ if got chance i wanna write my own story book in future , haha, u wont believe de ! everyone has each own different stories, i hope next time if my book really on sale le, hope u enjoy wad i have wrote. haha.
anyone wanna join me out for movie , walk walk or slack anot? :x

~ YUXUAN ! - FRIEND ~
mai sad sad la -.- althru i dun reali know u , but can see that u are a nice girl . haha =) smile often la, don hide ur super white teeth okay? others ppl mouth let them talk about wad they wan nor , u cant even do a single thing to them mah , tio bo? rmb to smile and show ppl around you , your white teeth ar (: takecares!

Do read my blog daily , as i will think of some sweet / sad sentance to write in my blog everyday, Copyright arr : ) ask before you wanna copy thanks :/ hope you enjoy !

Should i smile becos we are stil frens or should i cry becos we are over? you should know it take a min crush on someone , an hours to like someone , aday to love someone , but this take a life time to forget you.
Love always start with smile , Grow with Kiss. why must it always end with Tears?
First time i Touch you , i scare to Kiss you , when i Kiss you, i scare to Love you , but when i Love you , i reali scare to Lose you.

takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia

Helloooo, i m back to blog again :)

2009-06-04T21:45:00.008+08:00

Hanshino is BACK!!

Yo,, wo hui lai le :) gonna start blogging til i went in NS le . hahas.
hmm, firstly . let me intro myself to th0se that duno me de :x
Hanshino Xu Wei Jie here, age 18 , currently not workin / studying .
Please rmb to link and tag me ar . my blog wil be ok soon bah . also must thanks to my xiaobendan - adelene and sibei ah hai de ah hai - xiao nat , they has been helpin me to do my blog and picture for atime le ,
Thanks alot :)

ehh, today wake up at 4pm + suddenly sibei du lan sia. maybe due to morning rain , den make me noseblock . once i wake up , my mum wanna buy food for me , den i saw my sister usin comp . duno why suddenly sibei dulan , and also scolded them , lol . well , sorry mum =/
time reali fly so fast . and now 9pm + le . buay tahan sia . everyday at home , bored to death le la.
have been dota / gunbounding the whole day lor . i know that lame , but i reali bored daooooooo duno wad to do le. now gonna dota le. should end my post here le bah , continue when i free :) and hor, everyday i will use my brain and think of few sentance of so called * english sweet poem * so remember to view my blog everyday , i wil put it in * Green * hope u enjoy it !

When i was walking alone along the road side , i wish that i can reach the end of the road . but if u are walking wid me, i wish the road will never ends.
The hardest things in life is , to see your lover love someone else.
Eyes without Tear - Tears without Love - Love without a Care - a Care without a heart - a Heart without Beat - a Beat without You - You without Me - could it be possible?