Tuesday, June 9, 2009 Y 4:16 PM
FUCKING ARMY BOY HAIR !! ._.
Good afternoon,
hais, sibei tired sia. ytd didnt sleep well , keep tossing around my bed and sms-ing with people. till i cry , many thing have been running thru my head now , it gonna burst soon le :( den end up sleeping at 4am plus , and woke up at 8.30am as today i have to go Bedok Headquarter for my weekly reports , sibei lame sia . fucking hell wasting my time / money , took bus to Bedok Inter den still must change bus , after i reach Bedok Hq , was smoking outside . wait for the time to be 10am sharp den i can go in .... reach home at 11am plus , was very hungry . i went for my dota for a few match while waiting for my mum to pack food for me . now feel like sleep le ~
This few days v.shag sia , hais. ' on 1march my brother - Zhi Xiang suicide becos of DRUG / GAMBLE , 7 June 2oo9 my neighbour - Lily JieJie passed away , 8 June 2oo9 my fren - Candice Goh Hui Yi suicide becos of LOVE. and 11 May 2oo9 - Liza Tay Juan Juan left me , 1yr9month de relationship , is it nothing to YOU? hais, 1 by 1 all left me le , i also duno when will it be my turn . if 1 day i am gone too , will u all put my picture in ur blog ? and write about me , sibei stress loh , i miss them alot . cant sleep well , cant eat well . hais . so many things happen within this few months .
FUCK 2oo9 !! _|_
Edited Post : hais, the time now is 4am and i just reach home . just now went down walk walk den i bought some beer and drink alone at my house nearby bridge . the feeling of drinking alone at bridge with big wind blowing at you , while you were listening to some sad song . was totally GREAT , just suit my name - Emo Han ! totally got no ideal why this few days i am super emo , hais. i just find that i am lacking of somethings . i think i don even fit to be a guy , i could eventually cried when i was at bridge when alot things come to my mind :(
how i wish i could get a good girl who love me faithfully , willing to takecare of me and be with me regradless of how poor or ugly i am now .
how to find true love? or should i just wait everyday at bridge and drink alone then my true love will come find me ? Lol ? hais, time to sleep le, headache liao .
Han really need You,
He need Care / Concern .
A warmest Hug from You !
He need Care / Concern .
A warmest Hug from You !
ellehcim
You give me hope to grow , you give me air to breathe. You giv me strength so i can stay strong , Please treat me like a rose. Hold ur breathe , becos tonite wil be the nights that i FALL FOR YOU !
takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia
