Monday, August 31, 2009 Y 11:06 PM
yo, wake up at 7am again , i guess now i reali get back to normal life le , haha , sleep before 12midnite , and wake up early in the morning liao . hee , all thanks to Baby for giving me another chance , and make me know wad LIFE is about :D
after i wake up , watching drama again , till 3pm plus , went to bathe and get down to Roxy Square aka ParkWay to find Baby .
and we went to Vivo City for our movie - G.I.Joe with some of her classmate.
fking odd lor , they all so guai kia zhong de guai kia, and i am like ...... duno how to say le -.- LOL!
sorry Baby , whole day didnt reali talk much , cause of my stomach not feeling v.well, but at least i still can tahan till going home time den i tell u , haha. cause u should know , i love you mah , that why i don wanna tell u and make u feel like . u are forcing me to go watch movie with u and ur classmate , and i know if i tell u earlier on , u sure wont be smiling much often for today le , right? haha , just now when i coming back time , i overheard ur conservation with ur fren.
hmm , don think so much okay? u didnt do anything wrong , all is i XIN KAN QIN YUAN de , and so , u better stop thinking like u are the one making me didnt accompany my frens , ok? as i have said : i don even give a damn to them for wad they ALL did to me in the past le, kk? all i want now is YOU! and u also scarifies alot for me for the past 2month le , and now it's time for me to repay all ur kindness :) i jus simple LOVE XU YI LING~
kk lah , jus finish doing ur FaceBook things , and i gonna sleep soon le.
and rmb wad i said in the bus when we coming back home?
i ask you, you noe Johnie Walker stand for? :x and it's stand for :
YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!
so i also don wish to walk alone , haha~YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!
26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .
Sunday, August 30, 2009 Y 9:10 PM
today Baby skip tuition and come to my house at the morning 11pm plus , due to heavy rain . haha, maybe i should say she is LAZY lah! :/
back to topic , woke up at 7am this morning, and after Baby reach my house , we went down to buy our breakfast and so do i buy for my SanYi and Grandma. was watching Tang Xin Feng Bao the whole day . and around 2pm ,
i GE BAH LAN . go shave my side hair and got hole , haha, so i quickly went down to cut my hair . after that we went to watch The Proposal at Kallang Leisure Park , and i bet my Baby sure will be thinking in the heart when will i PROPOSE to her , right? :x all i can say is WAIT! Lol
and now 9pm le, my Dad send Baby home, cause he got his lousy sport car mah , hee .
gonna sleep soon , and i realize i didnt DOTA much le.
so tml Baby got to go school , and i sure wake up early de . and i gonna chiong DOTA! and wait for Baby to reach my house and continue to watch our show.
Baby , iLOVEyou alot!
yi bei tiong xim dao dee~
yi bei tiong xim dao dee~
26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .
Saturday, August 29, 2009 Y 11:00 PM
hmmm , sian man ! today cant even get to giv Baby surprise and cant bring her to movie. as she reach my house in the morning around 11am . den we watch show together , after awhile around 2pm plus , i send her to bus stop , as i already damn tired le , cant pei her go Bishan for her tuition .cause i didnt sleep for the whole night ytd . and until now i heven even sleep , hahas ! jus now around 5pm plus , she suddenly come up and find me as i was asleep when watching my drama, and she woke me up at 6pm plus . i straight away go bathe when i was awake . and we set off from my house at 7pm. but when we reach bus stop , the bus took v.long to come . so she say , we watch The Proposal again tml bah. so tml we will be watching movie le , hee . tired man! just come back after sending Baby home not long ago . den i watch 1 esp of my drama, i gonna catch finish the show of - Tang Xin Feng Bao . haha~
and now i going off to bed le. will be awaking back to my normal timing liao . hee ! next friday will be my BIRTHDAY* wooooooo !
Baby : wo ai ni!
Nothing gonna change,
my love for you!
26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .
Y 4:14 AM
hmmm , i should say , there is reali a miracle in this life !
just now i called YiLing at 1am plus, and we were talking for 3hour.
and end up we reali patched back le , haha! damn happi and shiok feeling man! don have to drink beer alone le . hee :/ BABY ! WO AI NI LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :/
hahas~ i promised you alot things . let me name it out and show everyone bah :x this type of things don have to feel paiseh de right? haha!
1ST - NEVER HONG AGAIN!
2ND - NEVER LIE AGAIN!
3RD - MUST SLEEP EARLY!
4TH - NEVER ATTITUDE!
5TH - LOVE HER MORE!
6TH - TREAT HER BETTER!
7TH - MUST JIAN FEI!
8TH - I DUNO WAD LIAO :/
2ND - NEVER LIE AGAIN!
3RD - MUST SLEEP EARLY!
4TH - NEVER ATTITUDE!
5TH - LOVE HER MORE!
6TH - TREAT HER BETTER!
7TH - MUST JIAN FEI!
8TH - I DUNO WAD LIAO :/
no matter wad i stil must say , i love XU YI LING ALOT ! and never hurt her again :) going off to bed liao , tml MOVIE ! wahaha! she scary cat lah , don dare watch ghost show :/ so tml i going Proposal wit her liao . haha , gonna watch *The Proposal* :D
26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .
if i were your Tears,
i would be born in your Eye and Die in your lips.
but if you were my Tears,
i would never ever cry from the Fear of Losing you!
i would be born in your Eye and Die in your lips.
but if you were my Tears,
i would never ever cry from the Fear of Losing you!
Labels: i believe you are always WITH ME ~
Friday, August 28, 2009 Y 5:33 PM
just wake up , head damn pain , only able to sleep at morning 8-9am . after my 500ML carlsberg.
hais , everything seem to be vanish from my world.
after i wake up , i found out my house is damn quiet.
next friday is my birthday , yet everything is gone .
it's okay , she also changed her everything le. referring to her facebook / friendster / msn and blog password. which mean she already standby to break off with me liao , she do things is always faster den i thought , all i wish is she could find herself another boyfriend that is much more better den me bah . a guy that who will be touched when a girl everyday after school will go up the guy house and stay for dinner .
♥ 小宇 - 终于说出口
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我 一心想离开我
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我 一心想离开我
YiLing : take good care of urself bah , sorry that i have wasted 2month of ur time and ur bus fare , i am reali sorry . and make u get E for ur chinese exam. so i bet now you can hao hao study for ur A's level le bah , hope u can pass with flying colour nor . althru we are over . but deep in my heart , i still think about you alot , i still missing you damn badly like how i miss you in the past. you msg me today when i am sleeping, saying u miss me alot , you are damn hurt . when i wake up and see those msg , my heart hurt even more . but i guess , we choose to break off is not about Fifi things or about lies. it's better for us to break up is becus , i have a damn fking hell bad temper . i don wan to end up like how i treat liza in the past will be like how i will be treating you in the future . i reali don wan to carry on hurting you le , i know i have already hurt u damn deep .
you rmb that day when i going to Bedok HQ ? when we are on bus . i sms-ed you telling you : girl , don silly , everything wont be going on our way . if it will , we are god already . right? but i guess now , i reali wondering WHY . WHY does things wont be going on MY WAY? hais , fking shag like hell , i reali duno wad to do now .
and you are totally right , i duno how to think about a girl's feeling, everytime when we quarrel , i will use alot hurting word on you , i know there is reputation in this world , hais, i reali duno know else i could say le , my million of words couldnt be able to break you back and be mine again le bah .
han here : wishing you all the best!
hope you could get urself another better guy den me.
good luck in ur A's level !
never give you whole heart to a guy untill ,
you found out he is truly in love with you.
cause broken hearts wil never have,
SPARE PART !
hope you could get urself another better guy den me.
good luck in ur A's level !
never give you whole heart to a guy untill ,
you found out he is truly in love with you.
cause broken hearts wil never have,
SPARE PART !
takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia
Labels: i don believe, i don BELIEVE YOU WILL BE GONE~
Thursday, August 27, 2009 Y 9:46 PM
just watch finish 9pm show .
the wad Abalone de . haha ~ has been chasing the show for all Esp le.
damn nice loh , and after ytd quarrel . i gonna say : we are BACK TOGETHER AGAIN ~ ya . she is right . she say : always believed that when two people enter a relationship , they should try to make it work till th very end .
so by than , after ytd a 500ML bottle of carlsberg .
Dont gain the world and lord your soul,
Wisdom is better than silver or gold.
Wisdom is better than silver or gold.
she called me again at 12mid night. and we sort things out . haha! and i even promised her of some thing which i have been doing wrong in the past :/ i gonna mend all my mistake liao . as i am going to be REAL 18 on NEXT FRIDAY ! wahahah ~ song bo? birthday coming liao sio ! wonder how will be planned . k lah , should stop posting le , going dota and talk on phone liao ! counting down for my BIRTHDAY ! 8 more DAY to go !
Edited Post : hmm, times was 12midnite plus .
jus now YiLing and me quarrel again while i was dota-ing , cause Fifi sms-ed me again , asking me when will YiLing remove her number from her blog . and i say maybe tml as YiLing forget to remove it today when she is at my house . so at first i thought when tml she reached my house she could remove it. and we wont have anymore quarrel over such stuff ! no more Fifi no more everything ! but no one can expected wad is going to happen in our life the very next minute or seconds.
so here comes quarrel again . Saying : she asked me , when is the actual date i know Fifi . and i reply 6month plus ago . and she told me i was lying to her again , as that day i told her i just knew Fifi last week . but i was fucking hell remember damn clearly, last week YiLing was asking me when i START to hong, so i say LAST WEEK , and i didnt even know i DID say i knew FIFI since last week .
and now we are having a cold battle. damn shag.
ytd i thought after that quarrel , we wont be bringing the past things up again , but yet now? we quarrel over and over again ! i reali know wad SHE reali want , maybe she is RIGHT ! i dont understand her at all ! but i already promised her ytd saying i wont repeat my mistake le . hais. sua lah .
go back drinking liao ! continue with my left over 500ML carlsberg !
when Love is unknown for you,
you know wad is Happiness.
when you know Love ,
you know wad is Pain.
when you know Pain,
you know wad is Life.
when you Lose your Love,
you know wad is LIFE!
you know wad is Happiness.
when you know Love ,
you know wad is Pain.
when you know Pain,
you know wad is Life.
when you Lose your Love,
you know wad is LIFE!
26o6o9 . 7.55pm Han & Ling .
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 Y 7:26 PM
Back to post *
Many many things has been happening after my last post for my blog.
And now i wanna spill out something about ME*
hais, i also duno where to start about it . hmm, Yi Ling has been with me for 2month ! 2MONTH ! jus nice for TODAY ~ 26o8o9 .
and i guess our relationship has come to an end for today le bah.
she came to my house today and ytd we have a small argument about another girl * FIFI * this girl here FIFI smsed me few day ago and say wad , wanna come my house or wadeva shit , and YiLing saw the message when i am sleeping. so she took my handphone to reply her .
and when i woke up , we have a BIG quarreling about this .
after that YiLing went to her blog and spam FIFI number on her post . and i bet someone saw YiLing blog . so that guy smsed FIFI , and ytd nite before we have small conflict . FIFI told me that : ask me go and see YiLing blog for wad YiLing did in her blog . and FIFI also said that , she would rather go report police if YiLing not going to remove her number thru her blog .
i reali duno wad to do last nite , i was caught the middle of NOWHERE ! no one understand how i feel. i am reali sad and i reali duno wad should i reali do . should we break off or we try to make this relationship more stable? but i have already been trying to make this relationship more stable le. but i guess now i have failed bah .
hais !
Many many things has been happening after my last post for my blog.
And now i wanna spill out something about ME*
hais, i also duno where to start about it . hmm, Yi Ling has been with me for 2month ! 2MONTH ! jus nice for TODAY ~ 26o8o9 .
and i guess our relationship has come to an end for today le bah.
she came to my house today and ytd we have a small argument about another girl * FIFI * this girl here FIFI smsed me few day ago and say wad , wanna come my house or wadeva shit , and YiLing saw the message when i am sleeping. so she took my handphone to reply her .
and when i woke up , we have a BIG quarreling about this .
after that YiLing went to her blog and spam FIFI number on her post . and i bet someone saw YiLing blog . so that guy smsed FIFI , and ytd nite before we have small conflict . FIFI told me that : ask me go and see YiLing blog for wad YiLing did in her blog . and FIFI also said that , she would rather go report police if YiLing not going to remove her number thru her blog .
i reali duno wad to do last nite , i was caught the middle of NOWHERE ! no one understand how i feel. i am reali sad and i reali duno wad should i reali do . should we break off or we try to make this relationship more stable? but i have already been trying to make this relationship more stable le. but i guess now i have failed bah .
hais !
when you truly love someone :
you don look for Fault,
you don look for Answer,
you don look for Mistakes,
INSTEAD.
you Fight for the Mistakes,
you Accept the Fault,
you Overlook the Excuse.
after 7th month started , i have been dreaming alot alot of things .
has been 3 night le , i keep on dreaming something related to Zhi Xiang death things. hais , i reali duno wad to do . YiLing was totally right . i jus cant put his death down and forget about it . i have been blaming myself . for his death . i was the last person who sniff glue with him, and after i see him down to lift i head back home . how would i know he will come back upstair and jump from my house outside . hais ! and this things has made me realize wad is BROTHER ! after his death , i have LOST more den 20BROTHERS . and someone i used to LOVE ALOT !
i knew no one expected this to happen too . but , haiya~
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. i reali give up about my life le .
now YiLing also go le. parent keep nag like fuck .
but i am a guy who wont speak out my mind de wad. yet they keep forcing me , i reali wanna ask them : do you all wish i would be like Zhi Xiang?
while i was writing about this blog after YiLing left from my place . my tears has been flowing . and i am listening to this song - ♥ 张宇 - 曲终人散 , it say :
你让他用戒指把你套上的时候
我察觉到你脸上复杂的笑容
那原本该是我
付予你的承诺
现在我只能隐身热闹中
我跟着所有人向你祝贺的时候
只有你知道我多喝了几杯酒
我不能再看你
多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地里你又回头
我终于知道曲终人散的寂寞
只有伤心人才有
你最后一身红残留在我眼中
我没有再依恋的借口
原来这就是曲终人散的寂寞
我还想等你什么
你紧紧拉住我衣袖
又放开让我走
这一次跟我彻底分手
takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia
you don look for Fault,
you don look for Answer,
you don look for Mistakes,
INSTEAD.
you Fight for the Mistakes,
you Accept the Fault,
you Overlook the Excuse.
after 7th month started , i have been dreaming alot alot of things .
has been 3 night le , i keep on dreaming something related to Zhi Xiang death things. hais , i reali duno wad to do . YiLing was totally right . i jus cant put his death down and forget about it . i have been blaming myself . for his death . i was the last person who sniff glue with him, and after i see him down to lift i head back home . how would i know he will come back upstair and jump from my house outside . hais ! and this things has made me realize wad is BROTHER ! after his death , i have LOST more den 20BROTHERS . and someone i used to LOVE ALOT !
i knew no one expected this to happen too . but , haiya~
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT. i reali give up about my life le .
now YiLing also go le. parent keep nag like fuck .
but i am a guy who wont speak out my mind de wad. yet they keep forcing me , i reali wanna ask them : do you all wish i would be like Zhi Xiang?
while i was writing about this blog after YiLing left from my place . my tears has been flowing . and i am listening to this song - ♥ 张宇 - 曲终人散 , it say :
你让他用戒指把你套上的时候
我察觉到你脸上复杂的笑容
那原本该是我
付予你的承诺
现在我只能隐身热闹中
我跟着所有人向你祝贺的时候
只有你知道我多喝了几杯酒
我不能再看你
多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地里你又回头
我终于知道曲终人散的寂寞
只有伤心人才有
你最后一身红残留在我眼中
我没有再依恋的借口
原来这就是曲终人散的寂寞
我还想等你什么
你紧紧拉住我衣袖
又放开让我走
这一次跟我彻底分手
Sorry :
i cant give you the TRUST you Want.
i cant give you the CARE you Need.
i cant give you LOVE you has been Waiting for.
gonna stop blogging le , post again other day bah !i cant give you the TRUST you Want.
i cant give you the CARE you Need.
i cant give you LOVE you has been Waiting for.
takecare ! byes readers ! CopyRight : hanshino : TheEmoKia
